2:30 july 19? 2010

remember this hannah. when your a when your in the summer of junior going to be senoir year you will want to know this so remember it. im sure years from now you will appreciate it alot. hopefully you wouldnt have gotten over it by now (the whole internet thing, it looks like this isnt the kind of thing you grow out of). i have an idea for your college essay. write about the stages of your life. you know the obsessions with pigs stage your animal stage. your internet stage . tv stage. but here are some thing you might want to remember when you righting about this.

put something in here about how the internet stage started like put a quote in "mom how do i get onto the interent" it was this whole not wirless thing.

you took a pig to school everyday since kindergarden.

your first show to ever end while you were watching it was monk and you cried the hardest you might have ever cried on the series finale.

your british stage. your 13 year old self wanted to move to scotland (because you didnt want to move to whales or nothern ireland and england is to dovelopted and you love scotish accents the best.)

your friends each picked out a youtube celeb to marry i think i got nerimon but im not sure

you created a doctor who accult at school and called it convertion when you were trying to get people hooked on it

you had a creepy stage when all you wanted to do was stalk your sister and her friends and show up in wierd places to scare them

before that you had and even creepier stage that i think lasted for a week where you wanted to be your sisters servent.

before pigs you liked cats

in first grade you thought you had short term memory loss but having gained more intellect and logic your 13 year old self things its long term memory loss

some of your friends think its wierd that you type out whole words when texting.

you started watching discovery channel in kindergarten and explicit crime shows for you age when you were in the 3rd grade

as much as we dont like it our sister has shaped us in many ways including music and tv shows and because of her you're your own person and different than most girls your age.

your 13 year old self wants to become a forensic scientist and she went to the worchester csu and found it just like she had expected

you punched your sister in the nose when she was trying to help you with opening a presenent at christmas when you were 4.

you wanted to cross the dna of a dog and thomas jhost in kindergarten

you liked to beat up much older boys when you were 6 and often succeded

you would much rather have the main meal than dessert unless that is popcorn shrimp and fried clamed strips (not the bellies)

your favorite movie changed everytime you saw a good one until you saw the cinimatic brilliancet that is amelie

your 13 year old selfs favorite song is comte du'atre .... something french from the movie amelie

your 13 year old self despises uggs, the jones brothers, and miley cyrus and you thought that justin bieber and robert pattinson are good at what they do but you have lost respect for them because of how they decided to use it (twilight, innie mene, and baby.

thats all im going to right. whenever i will think of something i will right it in this blog

tom milsom is magical

he can play the drums he can play the ukulele, he can right and sing, he can look good with blue hair. hehehehe

random un-enthusiastic writing

so vidcon ended. i cant go cause it would cost too much money cause i live in massachusettes. nothing happens in massachusetss thats nerd gathery like. vidcon, comicon, etc. all happens in freakin california. *tear. ive only been to califronia once and i dont really remeber it cause i was i think 8. i dont remember anything past 11 pretty much.

changing subjects i was on chat roulette not really talking to anybody. i was really trying to find the guy who does improve piano playing who kinda looks like hank green but not but kinda but not then he puts the videos on YouTube and i watch them. yeah. thats it. this blog post had no enthusiasm at all did it. well i guess its cause i'm really bored. my flip is broken so i sent it into the flip thing place and there going to fix it.

"Minds are like parachutes. They only function when they are open."
-Sir James Dewar

but what if someone sabotaged your parachute?

post doctor depression

doctor who is over and now i have to wait till christmas to see the special. i feel like theres a hole in my stomach where the doctor left it.

I know i kinda missed BEDA but i will try to make up for it. well nothing has really happened with me except that i had a like mental breakdown at lunch cause charlotte mentioned Bones. i will now proceed to write the rest of the blog in upper case letters:HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO ME! I KNOW BONES LOVES BOOTH BUT SHE AND HER STUPID PROBLEMS. GET OVER YOUR SELF. BOOTH LOVES YOU HES PERFECT FOR YOU, YOU GUYS COMPLETE EACH OTHER. YOU MADE ME CRY FOX YOU MADE ME GET DIZZY. I GUESS THATS NOT YOUR FAULT THAT I HAVE STRANGE PSYCHOLOGICAL REACTION TO TV SHOWS BUT I MEAN COME ON. going on to another note, doctor who is on in next Saturday so thats good. THIS IS NOT OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the doctor who alone feeling

Do you know what its like to be obsessed with doctor who in America but have nobody even know what doctor who is. don't get me started when i try to say doctor who references. its completely frustrating but that's where the Internet comes in and more importantly YouTube. YouTube has opened me up to so many things like post secret,wizard rock, trock (time lord rock, doctor who is a time lord that's his alien race but they are trapped in a time lock with the daleks cause they were in a time war and doctor who is the last time lord besides the master). here is an example of a doctor who reference that i would say but the other person would not. "oh man the doors are locked
"if only we had a sonic screwdriver" (nudge nudge)" you dont get it do you"
"no, no i don't. whats a sonic screwdriver."
"i feel so alone."
OK now you get me? i even considered moving to England just so i could watch doctor who on the TV. getting back to the trock or time lord rock, i have discovered my new favorite song called and awful lot of running by the chameleon circuit which is a band that sings songs about doctor who, its kinda like wizard rock where they sing songs about harry potter. the chameleon circuit is the name of a circuit on the tardus which is the doctors time machine and they are especially grown on the planet Galifrea which is the doctors home planet.

if you didn't get any of this i understand

sigh, Hannah

hayley g hoover i love you

This is related to the post that Hayley g Hoover recently put up on her blog. I, as a 13 year old girl, pride myself in going against the grain of society by and not giving in to the stereotypes that girls our age fall victim to, to often by 1)banning Uggs, Hollister, and Abacrombie 2) not listening to the same music not just because i don't want to listen too the same thing but also because i really don't like some of the songs 3)not going boy crazy 4) being really sarcastic and not saying things like "i can tell the by the way he looks at you" (Caroline hehe). if there are any 13 year old girls or higher don't where uggs just because everyone else is but do it because they are comfortable.

on this note i salute you and wish you a happy febrero

Hannah